So do you ever just have a bad day? Today was a complete disaster. It was one of those days, I just wished that I could crawl back in to bed, call out of work sick, and not go to my classes. I had a total melt down the night before about how I couldn't handle being in Rexburg for much longer and how I needed a trip to Hawaii. Yeah, I said needed - really selfish. But while I'm in the middle of my crying fest, it seemed like a totally legit "need." Although, I will fight for the fact that I ache for the sun and it misses me. I need to see a sunshine ray SOON - please, oh please. Without THAT, I think I will continue to struggle for a little bit longer. I really do love Rexburg but lately I just have been feeling like I'm not progressing here anymore, and that I need to move on with my life. Buuuuut... dev has a few more semesters to go. I can make it, I can make it, I can make it. I'll keep chanting this until I graduate in April - 2 more semesters, so maybe Dev and I can reward ourselves by going here:

doing this:

so I don't do this:
5 comments:
Hey I'm totally thinking a cruise is in order! This winter has been way too long... I hope your day gets better :)
Ash! I felt this same way when I realized that I have to finish school, get a real job and not do anything fun this summer! :( So I decided I needed something to look forward to...like a summer camping trip! Thats what you need...something to look forward to..it makes the cold easier! What are you guys doing this summer anyway?
I think we ALL have those days- not fun! We need to play soon!
come to boise and play with us it has been sunshine all day on and off for the past couple of weeks!!
Yeah I am so sick of rexburg too. I think Hawaii is a total need!!!
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